Living with borderline personality disorder brings its own set of challenges in regard to libido. BPD and sex can complicate even the longest-standing relationships.
Those diagnosed with borderline tend to be sexually impulsive or sexually avoidant. Sexual impulsivity can lead to an increased rate of risky behaviors such as unprotected sex and sexual avoidance can negatively impact romantic relationships. However, borderline is treatable with medication, coping skills, therapy and so is low libido.
BPD stands for borderline personality disorder. The nine symptoms of BPD are fear of abandonment, unstable relationships, unclear self-image, impulsive or self-destructive behaviors, intense emotional swings, chronic feelings of emptiness, explosive anger, and feeling suspicious and out of touch with reality.
People with BPD are highly sensitive, with some describing it as being like a raw nerve. This sensitivity brings about positive attributes like compassion but also brings about the aforementioned negative traits.
Some symptoms like unclear self-image and feelings of emptiness can lead to sexual promiscuity. At the root of this behavior is the desire to fill a void or feel wanted. People with BPD may seek out sex more often but have great difficulty maintaining relationships.
BPD can also co-occur with other psychiatric disorders such as bipolar, anxiety, or substance abuse. People with BPD tend to be impulsive and then experience extreme anxiety or regret around the decisions they made while experiencing an episode. This cyclical nature of thinking, feeling, and behaving can make it difficult to cope with day-to-day interactions.
If you identify with any of the above symptoms, you may have BPD. Of course, it's best to speak with a mental health professional to receive a proper diagnosis.
Borderline personality disorder is notoriously difficult to diagnose because several of the symptoms mimic other psychiatric disorders. When it comes to libido, the range of effects is significant.
Those with BPD might want sex constantly, often feeling like they can't get enough of it no matter how much they have or with how many partners. You might also be completely repulsed by sex and choose celibacy. Or, you may alternate between wanting sex constantly and not wanting it at all.
For some people with BPD, sex is used to fill an emotional void which can lead to a lot of casual encounters without the possibility of finding a stable partner.
Being unable to initiate sex is another experience that those with BPD have. In a relationship, waiting for a partner to always initiate sex can cause tension.
Dissociation is another symptom of BPD and it can occur during sex. Dissociation is the experience of feeling like you're outside of your body. You may remember the experience the same way someone remembers a dream.
BPD also comes with feelings of low self-worth. Feelings of unworthiness or insecurity can creep up during sex when a person is most vulnerable. You may feel like you're unable to please your partner no matter what you do, even if your partner has shown no outward signs of discomfort or disapproval.
Having BPD may also cause you to give more than you receive in bed. People with BPD are incredibly sensitive both on their own and to their partner's needs. You might find it uncomfortable to experience sexual reciprocation.
Losing interest in sex or having low libido can also happen to people with BPD. Negative associations with sex can come from sexual trauma or they could be the result of BPD. Unfortunately, people with BPD are more susceptible to sexual trauma.
So what can you do? Don't be afraid to voice your needs. Do things that make you and your partner feel relaxed before engaging in sexual activity. It might be helpful to engage your partner in foreplay. Try to ask your partner for verbal feedback. Talking to your partner about sex can be tough, but it's necessary for building a healthy relationship. You'll both feel stronger and more confident. It can build a stronger bond.
It can be difficult to know how much sex is normal. The answer is different for everyone, but if you feel like you're having more or less sex than what makes you comfortable, it might be necessary to examine your sexual needs through journaling and therapy.
Relationships with a borderline partner tend to be tumultuous. If you have BPD, you could be highly sensitive and harbor a fear of abandonment that may lead to subconsciously sabotaging your relationship.
Your partner may feel like they are walking on eggshells at times. It may be difficult to express your emotions when you're in the middle of a depressive or angry episode. Be gentle with yourself.
Talking to your partner when you're in a stable state of mind will benefit you both greatly. Simply stating, "I'm sorry I wasn't myself during that time" can go a long way toward preventing the buildup of negative feelings between both of you.
Obsessive thoughts may lead to the development of making your partner your FP (favorite person). You may struggle with having them on your mind all the time which can lead to feeling abandoned when they don't answer phone calls, texts, or messages right away. You may want to be physical with them at all times.
Because BPD can affect your libido, it might be difficult for you to match your partner's drive. If your partner doesn't want to have sex, you may take this as a sign of rejection on a deeply personal level. You may withdraw from your partner or seek physical intimacy outside of the relationship.
Many couples struggle with dead bedrooms–or lack of sex when one partner desires it more than the other. A sexless marriage or partnership doesn't need to remain that way. Millions of people without BPD struggle with low libido so you certainly aren't alone.
The first step is recognizing that there's nothing fundamentally wrong with you or your partner if sex doesn't always happen as planned. The reasons people have sex vary widely from wanting to procreate to a desire to feel needed.
All of these symptoms can make it incredibly tough to maintain a relationship, but it isn't impossible. Recognizing that your FP has their own desires, goals, hopes, dreams, and motivations can bring things into perspective. Communicate with your partner about your needs and expectations, especially when it comes to sex.
It might take several medication adjustments before symptoms can be alleviated. Also, you might go through several therapists before you find one who truly connects with you and cares about your well-being–seeing you as more than your diagnosis.
BPD is usually comorbid with other conditions such as depression but SSRIs alone can be ineffective. Your psychiatrist may prescribe antipsychotics along with mood stabilizers because BPD's effects on your mood can affect your work, studies, and relationships in such a profound way. Medication like antipsychotics can decrease libido so try to focus more on therapy.
Dialectal behavior therapy (DBT) can help you develop necessary coping skills to help you control your behavior which can alleviate mental suffering and help with negative feelings surrounding sex. DBT can also lay the foundation for the formation of healthier, happier relationships with friends, partners, and family.
There are also self-help techniques to cope with the windstorm of emotions that come with BPD and feelings of unworthiness that may come from low libido. Observe your emotions as if you're outside of your body. You can record yourself and rewatch the video to identify your emotional state. Some people with BPD find making a video diary is an effective tool to identify and combat negative emotions.
When you feel sexually impulsive, take a few moments to stimulate your other senses. See if there's an underlying feeling that can be accessed. Write down those feelings as they come and go.
It's also important to avoid drugs, eat well, get enough sleep, and exercise. You can also practice guided meditation and other relaxation techniques.
BPD is a serious diagnosis that can affect all aspects of your life–including your libido. It can cause tension in relationships with your partner because your emotional state can be unstable at times.
Managing your sexual impulses, using coping skills and DBT therapy, and finding the right medication can improve your mood and your sex life. With the right support system from family, friends, mental health professionals, and even a partner, healthy relationships are possible.
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